As we battle our life, always remember life is challenge, not a competition.
You know, I'm always got no.1 when I was young and I'm not compete to each other because I know its nothing to me. I do it for my parents as I know they will be proud to me and they not wasting their time growing me up. But, as I said life is not a competition. I grew and started finding a job. I'm not compete to be as a doctor, also not engineer, not as teacher. I'm clerk. Yes, clerk doing typing tasks, handling a meeting and so on.
About my feeling, only God knows. What can I do now is being grateful to Allah. He gaves me a happy family, good husband and enough 'rezeki'. I don't have many friends, maybe because i'm too serious, or maybe I'm not pretty at all. I just focus on my own life until one day, I asked myself about what people expectation towards me.
When people laugh at you.
When people compare you with others.
When people said anything bad about you.
When people be like huh! *+##:"((% to you.
I faced the same way too and I hope I can challenge this life. What I need is tight support from my family. Because I don't have anybody besides my family.
Please keep me till Jannah.
Salam 21 Ramadhan 1437H.
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