Thanks God

Big dream and big hope.

When my friend asked me,'Why ya, when people out there like us, we don't like them and when we love someone who we think really special to us, but they don't.' 

I said, 'When we were young we fight for no.1 for examination, then we go for work and struggle to settle down all the tasks as we can and now when we realize we have to have partner, we busy finding the best partner for our life.'  

We will never satisfied with our life that have been planned by God.  Even though, all the time we study hard, we work so much, we will never ALWAYS be at top.  Same to how we choose our life partner. Maybe they not truly love us, but we lastly get them, means one from two person's dream is achieved. 

At least one of big dream achieved.  Not only us born in this world to get the dream become real.  All people have dreams and hope to have better life now and future. My advice is just be simple and grateful with what you have.

I'm not good motivator, I'm just imperfect women who just keeping all the scar inside.  I really grateful to Allah because He give me a chance to have a dream.  

It's me.

Ayat

"Lelaki ialah pemimpin bagi perempuan oleh kerana Allah melebihkan sebahagian (lebih kuat) mereka (lelaki) atas sebahagian yang lain (perempuan), dan kerana lelaki telah menafkahkan sebahagian daripada harta mereka." (Surah an-Nisa, ayat 34)

"Janganlah seorang suami yang beriman membenci isterinya yang beriman.  Jika dia tidak menyukai satu akhlak darinya, dia pasti meredhai akhlak lain darinya." (Hadith riwayat Muslim)

Rasulullah swt bersabda,

"Sesungguhnya Iblis meletakkan singgahsana di atas air (laut), kemudian ia mengutus para tenteranya.  Maka tentera yang paling dekat dengan Iblis adalah paling besar fitnahnya. Maka datanglah salah satu tenteranya dan melapor: Aku telah melakukan itu dan ini, maka Iblis berkata: Engkau belum melakukan apa-apa, kemudian datanglah tentera yang lain dan melapor : Aku telah menggodanya hingga akhirnya aku menceraikannya dengan isterinya.  Maka Iblis pun mendekatkan tentera syaitan ini di sisinya lalu berkata : Engkau tentera terbaik."

Semangat3..

Fokus 1:

Solat on time.  Haa.. Yang ni kene betul-betul fokus ni.  Umur da tua, kubur da panggil. Yang sunat malas nak buat, yang wajib belum tentu diterima. Pasni solat wajib kene on time, solat hajat & tahajud perlu buat seminggu sekali pon boleh untuk belajar slow2, solat duha kene tiap hari ok.

Fokus 2:

Ok, sekarang ni tengah bertungkus lumus nak kuruskan badan ni. So, perut kene ikat & balik opis kene la rajin2 zumba. Dah tak nak kene ejek lagi gan hubby. =(

Fokus 3: 

Nak jadi rajin masak, lipat baju, basuh baju. Sambil2 tu rajin2 jugak berzikir. Please la aein berubah, dah suntuk dah ni. Hmm.

Itu je setakat ni.  Slow2 berubah insyaAllah Allah tolong. Chaiyok aein. Self-motivation.

Al-Fatiha

Surah Al-Fatiha
In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful (1) 

Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Worlds, (2) The Beneficent, the Merciful. (3) Owner of the Day of Judgment, (4) Thee (alone) we worship; Thee (alone) we ask for help. (5) Show us the straight path, (6) The path of those whom Thou hast favoured. Not (the path) of those who earn Thine anger nor of those who go astray. (7)

Tears

How to have better life.  Just proceed. 

Sick. Fever. Poor. Sad. 

Just proceed and live the life.

Just love the life I live.

Broken.