Aku geram.

Apalah erti hidup jika kita membanding-bandingkan diri kita dengan yang lain.  Aku tak sempurna kau pun sama.  Kita tak ada beza yang membezakan kita nanti bukan di dunia tapi di akhirat sana. Tingkat mana amalan kau dan amalan aku yang patut kau fikirkan. Kenapa mesti sibuk bertanya hal harta orang, perihal orang.  Untuk membandingkan siapa paling berharta, sudah tentu kau kerana kau dah tua bekerja.  Siapa paling lawa, sudah tentu anak dara.  Kenapa perlu membabitkan aku, yang bukannya popular, aku yang bukannya menonjol, tergedik sana sini untuk curi perhatian.  Aku hidup cara aku secara normal, aku cantik bukan untuk kau, aku kaya bukan untuk kau dan aku hidup bukan untuk kau.  So, what the point to know all about me? Judging and comparing my life with you?  

May someone come and wipe all my tears..

Thanks friend..

Am I Normal?

People keep saying and keep comparing.  Stressful life begin and I just go with the flow.

Its sensitive when people talk about money

I still can consider when people asked about my husband occupation. But am I normal if I felt uncomfortable with several questions?  Example, Atul, how much your husband salary?  Atul how much money your husband gives to you every month? For me, that questions too personal and they don't have right to know about my life.  I don't care how much he can give me as long as I can smile and feel happy. (Feeling : Very angry)

Feel sad when people talk about child

Am I normal if I feel sad when people keep asking me when I can have baby? Child is a present from Allah to His servant.  Keep patient, I will struggle.  (Feeling : Sad but I don't blame people who ask about it because I know they also hope as what I hope)

When people start misinterpret

Misinterpret.  When I greet, 'Baru nak makan ye?' to my colleague, means I just want to say HI to them.  No bad intention. And when that people answered with cynical word, 'Eh, no lah tengah melukis ni.'  Huuu, Am I normal if I feel disappointed with that answer.

Every people have different perception.  

Aein move on lah. Hati kena kental.

T.kasih

Mak ayah..Walaupon aku ni da keje..masih tanye cukup tak duit?

Mak ayah walaupon aku duduk jauh..mesti tanya da mandi belum?

Mak ayah walaupon aku dah ade laki still tanya makan tak hari ni?

Dia orang tanya sebab dia tau anak dia ni sembunyi2 kalau x ade duit.

Dia orang tanya sebab tau anak dia ni febret tak mndi lps keje sb malas.

Dia jugak tau segalanya hanya melihat cara orang lain menjaga amanah.

Terima kasih keluarga..Syg mak.ayah.kakak.adik. 😊

Tanya sama pokok

Tanya sama hati apa sebab goyang,

Nanti jawab hati kurangnya sayang,

Tanya sama jiwa apa sebab kacau,

Nanti jawab jiwa hidup tak tenang,

Kalau ingin senang,

Jangan fikir orang,

Buat hal sesorang,

Asal perut kenyang,

OoLalalala...

Lantaklah engkau..